moaning

People have said to me I look like a guy born with a silver spoon. Basically what they mean is I look kinda rich. I look graduated abroad. I look like an ''englishman''. I start to feel this way. I start to think in English and become a very good direct translator. Maybe it's the first step towards being an anchor on ATV world or something, ha. I write faster now and in a more accurate way. Six months of training like hell in the fucking yet loving news organisation. wow now I am called the press. Something I have dreamed of. Today, I chatted with Yeoh Eng-kiong, the health chief of Hong Kong, in a spring gathering of the hospital authority. He is quite nice. but still, i am not confident enough to manipulate him. He won when i asked him about something I was asked to ask. but it's quite interesting being in a social gathering when so many celebrities were present. Sometimes, I feel something built-in my mind is telling me what to do and how to react to news + news-makers. When did i learn it from? Why did I become so energetic since I graduated? The other question is why was i so lazy back at school? I mean four years of schooling, in which exam did i really tried my best? the United States. At which moment was I able to realise myself? Did i waste the years that have elapsed? Anyhow, I know i'm special. This special kid is waiting God to convert him into a man, and a mature, successful man. Well, a man with a woman whom he loves.